Thanks people for the mini testimonials although it is supposed to be compulsory. Although I do not know why the scandal still has not been washed away with time, I can tell all of you now that the scandal is not true. It all started out with this person saying that I am pretty. However, I have not talked to this person for even a continuous 1 minute before and after the scandal. So, just to clear this up with this post.
I want to refer to the person who wrote that I should open up to people. I really do not know this person is so do not worry if I will bear a grudge on you, although I doubt the person will read my blog. I just want to say that opening up is hard for me. I have tried many times to open up, but most of the time I got hurt. I know my expectations for a friend is high. I admit that I am very possessive when it comes to the topic on friends, so I rather not open up and let the others see my real face. People with me will suddenly go without any warning, but not without having some time with me. Therefore, one of the things that I am worrying now is the orientation camp in the JCs and the Polys. That's about it.

I feel that I am so dirty