Most people around me make me feel that I am not needed, just some redundant person walking around turning oxygen into carbon dioxide and probably wasting food. Been feeling this probably from the day I know how to think. Oh well, not a new thing to me anyway.
Felt like giving up everything, 1st co, then looking for a job. If no one wants me, why bother? LOL.
I never believed in collaboration (highly assertive and highly co-operative). This win-win situation is too pure to be seen in this world. No pain, no gain. Nothing can be done without sacrificing something. Example: if you want to swim, you have to take time to learn. That's life. Compromise is probably the best thing that living things can seek.

Move on, or don't even come to this world. Don't kill yourself because you think you can't survive in this world, because you can ie. if you did not commit suicide.

James 1:23,24
Anyone who listens to the word but does not do what it says is like a man who looks at this face in a mirror and, after looking at himself, goes away and immediately forgets what he looks like.