Met Mabel today at the bus stop =) love her so much. Finally kept my promise to Aiysha to give her a packet of oreos =D.
PE today was not really good. When I started running, my foot hurts. After about 2 rounds, my back hurts. Rahman came in first today, with a blooding leg. Heard that Dempster tripped him. Mirza's leg was also hurt. Many people did not run today, one of which is Aimran as his leg was injured during the last soccer match. Oh ya, they announced today that because our class did not get any yellow card, we get to compete again with other classes! This is definitely good news for the players. =)
Did zao ju for Chinese. Went to see the school dentist for a good wash in the teeth. Ran through the answers for English. Started on the last part of differentiation. Started on Social Studies homework too. Tomorrow got Physics test. Went to 7-11 for lunch with wanting, cheryl and huiwen. Wanting saw her only 2 crushes there. She also could not stop laughing at the cashier 'auntie' because she had a makeover. Put too much makeup. No more rabbit teeth. Nicer hair too.
Lao Zheng bought lots of new er hu parts today. Many people changed their
gong and
qian jing except me, because I don't like to waste things as most of my friends know. I am always in to save the earth. =) Slept during CO today. Met
Yao lao shi on the way home.
Don't know why I have become so restless these days. Don't feel like doing homework. Even both Tracy and Abigail could not motivate me to run faster for the 2.4km run. They were like literally about 1 minute faster than me. Even though Choir's gold and Band's gold with honours are supposed to motivate us, I don't really feel motivated considering the things I did in CO. Sleeping is not a sign of motivation. Not enthusiastic in CO pracitses is not a sign of motivation. Making mistakes is not a sign of being motivated. Sometimes I just feel like sleeping and never waking up. Something like a coma, not dying. Because I am still not quite sure where I will go after I die. I have not really been obeying His statutes and decrees. Hoping is not enough. Praying is better. Of cause if I can really do something about this attitude of mine, that is the best - plus praying too.
is restless a sign of emptiness?