My 4th post in June. How busy I am! LOL.

I don't really like to talk much as everyone who knows me knows. Therefore, this esplanade experience proves difficult for me. The artists that adeline and me are helping out are quite friendly people. It is just that I don't like to talk so I feel quite awkward just to be around them. After accompanying them from the airport to the hotel and reached home on thurs night, I was wondering how to face them the next day when we are supposed to walk them from the hotel to the esplanade. If we were to walk with them, it is only polite to start a conversation to relieve the tension of the silence right? I was thinking and worrying about that on my bed. I think God knew my heart and helped me out of the situation. I was late yesterday! Guess what? Therefore, I was told to wait at the esplanade. However, I was feeling so bad that I didn't know how to face all of them again, this time including my ALO. I was figuring out with my brain what I should do such as apologizing to them. All different kinds of situations appeared in my head. God brought me out of all these by bringing adeline to me telling me that she only told our ALO that I was late and not the artists. God also gave me more time by giving us break for lunch before actually meeting the artists again. I am really thankful. I plucked up the courage to apologize to our ALO for my lateness. Althought she made fun of the whole thing, assuming she is still angry with me still made me feel better. The whole of yesterday was actually smooth especially for the performance. I really hope no one is still angry with me. I am so unsociable that even I myself don't like it. Today will be a better day.

this is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it