I declare here. My life's turning point is 6 oct 07, yesterday. I have realised lots of things within this short period of time. People who know me extremely well know I get moody very often. I realised this is always not how I am feeling at that time. Let me explain this further. I might be moody because I feel that no one cares about me, but that is not true. Then I used this moody face to control people to make them notice me and come and love me. Actually, there is no problem with me as in there is no long time hurt that needs healing etc. I think I have learned to snap out of it. Changing topic helps as I don't keep brooding on something that is not true. After I become happy, the sadness don't come back almost permanently. You know what I mean. I know it is actually me and not that I have background problems. I think I can play this game with God telling Him that I am so no happy and cry before Him. However, I think He will ignore me until I snap out of it because He knows I am mature enough and got to grow out of it. I got to know of someone with this case and a stern rebuke made her get out of it. I guess this is what I need to, but since I got 'case study', I am glad I can learn from it. This is a decision that I/we have to make: to get out of it. So why even play with moodiness when I know I will lose the game? Thank You Allos Parakletos, for explaining and giving me real life experiences with it.

I am so excited from don't know when. I long told many people that I am going to be an entrepreneur. However, I haven't told a lot of people that I have thoughts about it already. I thought of giving money away like there is plenty from where they come from, which is true in a sense because all are from God. I have made my plans. Half of what I earn shall be giving away to do God's good works. Half of the money I shall spend on myself and people who are close to me and save the rest. (so get close to me ar haha but if I know u love me for my future money I will kick you out of my sight lol). Yup, I shall be prosperous and successful. =D

Oh ya. Now I am doing my best to extend my friend circle in yahyobabes. I have decided: why settle for the second best when you can have the best? My close friend circle in yahyobabes. I know I might face a lot of problems with people like me since I don't really want to get close to people. However, I shall not give up and get moody, depressed and sad because of that. It is prophesied that I am an overcomer, and this I shall be. God will strengthen me and make sure my efforts pay off to make everyone a better person and yahyobabes a better place.

ooo growing very fast