Hah! I took up and challenge and failed. Shit. Thought it was easy enough but NO! Humph. Cannot take it. Angry as I am, I shall explain.

This morning, I had a dream and woke up. As I didn't have to go to school, I went back to sleep again. I vaguely remembered that I had learnt a lesson in the dream, so I dreamt the same dream again as ask about the lesson. Then I had another dream showing that I was talking to this person that was damn irritating and I just showed my irritation. That person walked away in sadness knowing that I was extremely irritated with her. Then I talked to my aunt and she told me that what I did was wrong. I rebutted her saying that it is better to show my irritation than to 'fakely' love her as a friend. I was so proud of it. Then weird things happened in the dream and I woke up again. Guess what? I forgot the lesson haha.

I checked my handphone to see if there are any messages and yup, you have guessed it! The lesson learnt is the one I described above. Lets take a look at the sms:
What we say shows our real attitude towards others. How we talk reveals what we're really like. Our speech is a test of how wise we've become. To be wise in our speech we need to use self control. Our word should be honest and well chosen. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wise knowledge fools despise.

I understood and want to be the wise one. So, I told God I take up the challenge. I was thinking what to type in here this morning saying that the challenge is just beginning. Guess what? I am irritated now although not by that same girl. I AM PISSED! TRULY AND SURELY! Well I dare say I failed the test, but I want to pass the next one, and any one coming my way! I just repented. I really pray for grace to walk me through so that I can pass my tests. Thank you Jesus.

the higher you are destined to be, the lower you will fall in the beginning