My aunt said before that God set above the rest by giving us joy. It is written somewhere in the bible I think. Yup, plus this is my vision. I am going to fulfil it now. =) I am above the rest by having the joy of the Lord in me!!!

I think I should just stop thinking that crying is what a weakling does. I know I cry a lot but I think I have been resisting to cry at the appropriate times. Oh well, I should make myself vulnerable. It will definitely hurt, but it is the right thing to do. I saw on one of my friend's msn nick: "love is about giving someone the power to hurt you but trusting they won't." He has a lot of insight. Being transparent and nothing to hide is good because I don't have to be afraid of someone else knowing the truth. No maintenance needs to be done lol.

On another note, do you realise that the words are pink in this blogskin? "Come on, just show your true self that God made you to be! You are a girl!!!" Ok I shall be miss pinky for now. =P