Ma lao shi looked better today. She looked so pale 2 days ago. Mrs Hong and me both had the same problem. Our voice. Both of us started yesterday and today's voice was worse. =) Partly because of her voice, she asked us to do the exercises in the textbook. After 2 whole periods, me and my friends only did 2 questions. Mrs Hong saw it and said,"Aiyo why do so slow? Don't know must ask what." Tears suddenly started to well up in my eyes. I know I do things very slowly. I wanted to debate for myself that I always do things very slowly and that is unavoidable, but I knew everything was my fault. Why am I so slow in doing my work? Why things that are so simple in Mrs Hong's eyes and the class' eyes are so difficult for me? I felt like giving up totally. I don't know how long I can suppress my feelings and keep up with the stress. I now know that the fact that I was able to pass all my tests is because the mighty power of God's hand is working in me. I can never do things on my own. I am so weak and He is so strong. I walked around the school feeling depressed for the next few periods. I was still thinking about it when I walked into Mr Eng's homeroom for homework time. I wanted to cry, but it was impossible. Now to think of it, I should be grateful that God is with me all the time, helping me in everything I do-in the past, in the present and in the future. My day became better when Henry promised to make the honey drink for me too since he wanted to make one bottle for Mrs Hong. He is in Mrs Hong's fan club =D.
Didn't watch the soccer match today. Shitted the moment I reached home. Ate pizza. Now waiting for my father to come home with the dinner =P. Ok I want to go watch the 'dolphin bay lovers' television show. =)