Thank God. I think it was just because my feelings were too strong, but I also think otherwise. You see, what I am talking about now is my feeling of disgustingness. Is there such a word? Nevermind. That feeling is the strongest when eating, KFC especially. The other time after the class CIP during the friday of the september holidays(this year), we(tracy, izyan, me) went to the nearby KFC and eat before our social studies mock exam. When I saw tracy eating the cheese fries, I was disgusted. I cannot really explain why. Maybe it is because of the cheese. I was eating it too and I also felt disgusted that I am actually eating this thing like that. Hard to explain. Izyan was eating the 2 piece chicken and I am also disgusted at the way she ate it. The KFC shop itself look disgusting-there were a number of flies. I felt literally dirty. I am not criticising or anyone but I was just disgusted at everything. Ok this leads on to the topic for today. I went with tracy to the bedok KFC to eat again. Now, it was different; maybe because I went to chrch last sunday =). I did not really feel disgusted although I was thinking people might be very disgusted about the way I was eating. I felt disgusted for only one thing-the coleslaw. Anyway, I did not eat mine at the KFC because I was too full. I took it home. I was about to ask tracy to help me request for a plastic bag when a grandmother apeared. She asked tracy about the mashed potato which I was going to bring home and eat when I went to wash my hands. The grandmother wanted to buy the mashed potato from me for $1 for her grandson because if you buy only the mashed potato itself, it costs more. Well, I came out from the toilet and sold it to her. I know I am a very nice person =). After that, I told tracy if i was the grandmother, I would buy it from the counter no matter how expensive it costs. I would love my grandchild very much and would not take the risk of getting him/her something unhygienic to eat =). Oh well. Anyway, when I ate my coleslaw at home, there was a fly flying around me. I felt really disgusted. LOL.
One third through my exams now.

please set my heart on fire again, i have lost my motivation