Today, the church service made me want to go to church next week. I 'forced' myself to lift up my hands during worship and when it was the time to pray in tongues, I did, which is amazing because I have not done it formally before. I don't know why, but I just cried as I did that. I don't know if it is supposed to be like that, but if it is, this means that I am on the right track to God. =D Thanks God!
Went to disciple class after ah ee's and jie serene's persuation, saying I will receive something good from God if I go, and I did. Today's 1st 'lesson' is that God has prepared something good for each one of us, that we will all be prosperous and successful in Him. Ah ee shared her vision about this issue which includes a huge chicken thigh and her reaction to it. We 'were made to' talk to God, saying we believe that we will receive the full blast of blessing from Him. Cried again and was the first to receive my lunch - chicken thigh rice. I was also the 1st to share my experience with God during my lunch time because I wanted to leave early to finish my homework.
Reached home and started colouring my japanese book (not my homework). I started doing my homework a little before 4 if I didn't remember wrongly, which is supposed to be the end time for disciple class. Lord, I apologise for 'lying' that I have to leave early to do my homework when I can don't leave early and still finish my homework. I am really sorry. Please forgive me. Indirectly, I also deprived my brother from God when he really needs it. =(
Discussed more with my parents on going to Beijing with sharon. Ended up I can only be allowed to go for tours and not go exploring on our own. This means that the whole trip is expected to be more expensive. Sorry Sharon. Smsed ah ee if we can go with her and she said can. However, if we went with her, our movements will be more or less restricted because ah ee is going there for a mission and I guess sharon won't be too happy about it. If I were to go alone with ah ee and janah, I won't mind, but going with a non-Christian friend with ah ee and group will probably be weird. Haha.
I'll just see how things goes...
Jeremiah 29:11