Just in case any of you are concerned about me, I have a fear of failing. Not only in the case of erhu, also in my studies. Now, the subject that I am currently fearing about is Service Skills Methodology (SSM).
Did I mention before that it is during these fearful, scary and stressed times that I depend on God? I depend on His promises - in my vision on which bible characters that I am called to be, in my cousin's vision of me that God is holding my hand and that I am His bride, in the verses in the bible, the testimonies of many people that God brought them through tough times, on the fact that I look back and see how much I have changed in Him and how far He has brought me through and probably many other more. His love for us cannot be denied. It is in Him that I am now the way I am. I could be worse, still sticking on to my mother wherever she goes, not being able to sleep overnight without knowing that she is under the same roof as me.
Please scroll down where you can see my particulars. There are some verses that are extremely meaningful to me.
Isaiah 40:31
But those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint.