Ok, I gave up my seat to an old man. I smsed sorry to my friend. Are these improvements to show that God has done work on me? Why then do I still feel so rebellious and lazy? Why then do my thoughts still run wild? Why did I get worse in the context of speaking in tongues continuously for at least half an hour? I always felt like sleeping when I was speaking in tongues, therefore kept on stopping.
I still haven't received any word from God :(