Although discouraged and hurt by this homosexual thing, and what people told me about this, God has really blessed me. Although I don't think I am any much with lesser sin or lighter sin in a sense, God still loves me and I think I am moving into His delight list. God has really blessed me with courage to face the future, interest in studying, favour with humans. Thank You Lord Jesus.
I feel that it is compulsory to go to EP everytime if I have nothing at all in that timing. Really feel very bad that I don't want to go, although I am very sure that I will benefit with every visit. Wahhhhhhhhh. Feel so forced.
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