Do I have the qualities to become a green beret?
Am I still fit to be a Christian?
Why do I keep thinking of corrupted stuffs?
Why is my heart so hard?
Why do I not consider myself to see many miracles happening in my life?

I have taken part in so many gossips just in these few days. My mouth just can't stop talking shit. I don't know how many countless people I have hurt only within these few days. I desperately need to be reborn.

Nevertheless, I still want to thank God for the many good and bad things that happened in my life. My friend lent me the office 03 cd. I am in e-business elective and there is only 1 class of us. There is no one I hate in there. I have my wednesdays off. I become a festive subject group leader. My computer is starting to return to its former glory. I get to know the song by stacie orrico-without love. I have completed all my filing. I think I spent some time with God today. My father bought a new modem and router. I think I finally felt a father's love and it is sinking down halfway through.

I have seen the light in why my brother is studying in anglican high now. He wanted to go haising catholic because there is a volleyball cca. However, my dad forced him to go anglican high instead. It is already a miracle I guess because both my parents believe in taoism. There are Christians for my brother to make friends with. He learnt the drums and it is his favourite. It is a condusive environment to study. Just this june, he got the chance to go China for an exchange program organised by the school. Well, God willed it to be and it is good.

God I want to go overseas organised by the school with my schoolmates too!!!