Saturday, August 27, 2005
*.* from mabel from friendster *.*
emotions.
[ a n g ry - s e c t i o n ]
do you have a quick temper?
i don't understand this question
what do you do when you're mad?
scold people
what's the worst thing you've done when
you were mad?
talk back to my parents
ever made anyone cry when you were
no...i don't think so
ever physically hurt someone when you were
mad?
i hope not
[ c r y i n g - s e c t i o n ]
when was the last time you really cried your heart
out?
a few weeks ago
ever cried yourself to sleep?
yup
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?
nope, it will be so embarrassing
ever cried over the opposite sex?
yup
do you cry when you get an injury?
yup, and i am proud of that
do certain songs make you cry?
yup
[ p a i n - s e c t i o n ]
what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go
through?
having no friends
what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?
i donno
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody
else?
scratch them, beat them with a hard plastic bottle
ever had a painful break up
nope
[h a p p y section.]
are you normally a happy person?
think so...
what can make you happy?
friends, chocolates, ice cream, music, God :D
do you wish you were happier?
sometimes
what makes you the happiest?
knowing God is always with me
is being happy overrated?
nope
can music make you happy?
DUH
[s e l f - e s t e e m section.]
do you believe in yourself?
sometimes
when people say they think you are
pretty/cute, do you deny you are?
should be, since i had this bad experience
are you happy with who you are?
guess so
do you wish you can be someone else
most of the time?
nope, not now
I cheered with joy @ | 2:03 PM
*.* from wernie *.*
| Your French Name Is |
Adrienne St. Denis |
| Your Hidden Talent |
 You have the power to persuade and influence others.
You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.
The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.
Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think! |
| How You Life Your Life |
You seem to be straight forward, but you keep a lot inside.
You tend to avoid confrontation and stay away from sticky situations.
You're open to new people and friends, which makes you a pretty popular person.
You tend to dream big, but you worry that your dreams aren't attainable. |
is it true? =) I cheered with joy @ | 1:40 PM
*.* busy x3 *.*
Haiz...I don't know what had happened to me. Nowadays, it is inevitable that I sleep during one of the lessons. This is just too much for me. The homework, the revision that is yet to be done, time management, and doubts left unexplained. I forget things easier now. I can only just pray for things to be better. I always think that I will not be affected by stress given by oneself, because I don't give myself stress. I just live a day at a time. However, I am starting to feel the stress because everyone is working so hard, even the teachers are working so hard, and I am not doing anything about the GCE 'O' levels.
On tuesday, Miss Neo got angry with our class. She looks as if she is going to breakdown. It must be tough on her, teaching most of the graduating classes for continuously 2 years. Thank you Miss Neo.
On wednesday, we took our photographs wearing the school blazer. How cool is that?
I think things will go more tough for me in the future. I guess the problems will help me to mature more in God. God is my pillar of strength. Thank you Lord for standing by me. =)
love all of u =D I cheered with joy @ | 10:06 PM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
*.* OH NO! *.*
Aimran's friendster account is gone! Where is it?
I will be having my english orals on Friday. Pray for me k? =)
i seem to be getting worse. help! I cheered with joy @ | 7:02 PM
*.* thanks *.*
Thanks people for the mini testimonials although it is supposed to be compulsory. Although I do not know why the scandal still has not been washed away with time, I can tell all of you now that the scandal is not true. It all started out with this person saying that I am pretty. However, I have not talked to this person for even a continuous 1 minute before and after the scandal. So, just to clear this up with this post.
I want to refer to the person who wrote that I should open up to people. I really do not know this person is so do not worry if I will bear a grudge on you, although I doubt the person will read my blog. I just want to say that opening up is hard for me. I have tried many times to open up, but most of the time I got hurt. I know my expectations for a friend is high. I admit that I am very possessive when it comes to the topic on friends, so I rather not open up and let the others see my real face. People with me will suddenly go without any warning, but not without having some time with me. Therefore, one of the things that I am worrying now is the orientation camp in the JCs and the Polys. That's about it.
I feel that I am so dirty I cheered with joy @ | 5:55 PM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
*.* ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh *.*
8/8
Watched Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. I wouldn't say it is a worthy of money show to watch, because I love hilarious, amusing, humorous movies and this movie has very little of them. However, as a fan of willy wonka myself, I couldn't miss it for anything-except if I have not enough time and money to watch it =).
9/8
Happy National Day! =)
10/8
Homework time! =( I cheered with joy @ | 2:46 PM
*.* =) *.*
Yesterday`
went for Mdm Suriadi's class for Geography lesson. She played these short funny films for us to keep us awake before the class started. In the middle of the lesson, she showed us a slide on ghost pictures. The last slide claimed to be about a picture in which some women were killed because they were suspected of being witches. The picture was a forest. The whole class was like asking where were the women when suddenly, a ghostly face appeared with a screaming sound. I literally screamed out loud man. I knew about that kind of picture in the internet. I could not believe that I actually fell for that-again!
In the afternoon, I went for the launching of the "Today in History" book. It was a hot day man. I thought that we would be in a closed up air conditioned room for the launching of the book. It was acutally in an open field. Many performances before the launching of the book. We had to wait so long just to launch the book. Oh well. I was actually cared for that day by some caring students and teachers of temasek secondary even when I did not open myself up to them. Thank God. My day could have been worse.
Today`
Went to church-finally. What I have learnt is that do not think that Chirstians have so much restrictions. Search for answers why you cannot do some things and you will not be so angry and give up God. Do your quiet time because you want to know more about God. There is a difference between spiritually poor and poor in spirt.
Went to disciple class because my aunt 'forced' me too. LOL. Learnt lots of things. We are all quallified in God's inheritance. That includes me getting all As in the o'levels. We are already redeemed by God. We are already in God's camp. When we don't believe in that we are God's beloved, we are in another way running into Satan's camp. When we are in God's camp, Satan cannot touch us. He needs permission to touch us, as stated in the book Job. =) Had a mini deliverance today. It's about irritations.
love u Father God I cheered with joy @ | 9:05 PM
*.* from mabel... *.*
| Your Mood Ring is Magenta |
Weird
Creative
Insipired
Thriving |
I cheered with joy @ | 6:00 PM
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
*.* I'm tired *.*
I'm tired. I need my 7 hours of sleep a day.
Sorry Izyan. I can't bring myself to say that in front of you. I know what I say makes you think that I blabbered out the secret you trusted me so much to tell me. I know that whatever I say now is treated as an excuse and that if I continue my debate, I will still not win no matter what. Just want to say that I am sorry. I think that all the boys in my class are wanted by many girls except maybe the class manager, that's all. Oh well.
Meridian Junior College. A big school to start with. Canteen is quite clean, toilets too. Lecture halls-big, cool, clean. Lecturers are really nice, they crack jokes. Subjects mostly based on recent affairs. No textbooks(if I am not wrong). Very different from what I had expected. Overall impression, OK.
if I go JC, I will need to take the NAPFA(don't know how to spell) test...I don't want! I cheered with joy @ | 5:59 PM
