Child Of God

*.* Child of God *.*

Name: Lovey Ng Shu Qi
Birthday: 2/5/89
Occupation: student of Temasek Polytechnic
Loves: God, school, Church, you, me, family, chocolates, chocolate milk, chrysanthemum tea, cheese, erhu, guitar, piano, drums, rain, sunshine, solar energy, Miss Mazlina, Ms Mawar, Mr Ang, Mdm Yew, Mrs Hong, Mr Eddie Tan, Miss Woon, recycling, eating, sleeping, mushrooms, watermelon, jackfruit, durian, long beans, eggs, french toast, songs, movies, reading comics, epps, 1A, 4B, 6K, tms, 2/7, 3/6 / 4 Unity, singing, pizza, tpjc, 06S19, tp, 1H01, 2H04, 2H07, 3H01...

JOB, DANIEL, RUTH
SARAH - MOTHER OF ALL NATIONS
baby ming hui haha


blog created on 27 March 2005 Easter Sunday


*.* Prayers *.*

To put God first in everything
To get Gold for 2005 20/4 CO SYF
To love God and all his creation
To study hard
To have perfect eyesight
Not to be sadistic
To be empathetic instead of sympathetic
To learn from other's experiences
For my parents and grandmother to be God's followers
Courage
To take the initiative

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~Catherine~
~Daniela~
~Faith~
~Grace~
~Janah~
~Justin~
~Michelle~
~Miracle~
~Paul~

~Aimran~
~Aiysha~
~Cheryl-ann~
~Cindy~
~Clement~
~Eileen~
~Henry~
~Hui Min~
~Hui Pior~
~Hui Wen~
~Izyan~
~Jina~
~Jonathan 21~
~Jonathan li~
~Li Shean~
~Li Zhen~
~Mabel~
~Mei Bin~
~Melvin foo~
~Nurul Huda~
~Samantha ng~
~Sharon~
~Tracy~
~Valerie~
~Yee Chuan~
~Yi Wei lee~
~Yu Ren~
~Zi Hao~

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Saturday, March 28, 2009

*.* so fun =D *.*

Saw val and pei zhi yesterday. They were so nice to come and see and talk to me haha. Giving thanks to God. Finally saw jian zong's brother before I really leave school. He looks so much younger than jian zong haha. So cool. Val is his brother's sl and I am his sl. His brother became sl after val and what he doesn't know is that sharon has already chosen him as the next sl after me. LOL.

Today is earth day!!! Amazingly, my parents and I switched off the lights for 1 hour with some other familes. We saw windows opened and lights off!!! Cool. My mom was the leader of this haha. Althought I was watching shows on my lappy all the time, I felt that this is really fun spending time with the family like this. =D Love it.

A new world opens up to me - a bright and cheery one. Don't know why, my friends near me start to say thank you and just won't be put off my me. Even if put off, they still come back to me without me making the first move. I find it hard to put away my ego but they are still my friends nevertheless. My heart is touched. Can I be such a friend or even better? That is for us to find out together. My character will change for the better, because Jesus is in me.


Finally, a positive post
By the way, my God is the great Yahweh. The Lord my God will be with me wherever I go. He will not leave me nor forsake me. He brings me through all things, both good and bad. His grace and mercy is sufficient for me.

Thank You Jesus Christ for Your blood shed on the cross that washes away all my sins, that I may become pure and blameless in Your sight. =D

I cheered with joy @ | 10:58 PM


Saturday, March 07, 2009

*.* confusion *.*

Confused. Really. Last night, I was so motivated by the Lord when He reminded me about my prophesy of being a lioness and a prophet. He also reminded me on the unfulfilled promises for the last 2 years. I am so extremely convicted to work hard for things and go for it. However, He raised me up when I was down yesterday but pushed me down today for being prideful. Ah ee pushed it deep within me that being filled with demons is my decision and my god is hatred. Well, I naturally shot back a no and wanted to share my new found joy. Before I left, my sister spoke to me and we kena scolding. I reactively shot both my eyes to her and felt like shutting her up. Shit. Damn it. Before that, I 'humbly' told God let not my will but His be done, although I wanted to speak. I told Him in my heart, "prove me wrong that I am not filled with hatred". He did and I totally failed the test. The killing intent was within me and it is what a fool does showing his anger immediately. A wise man holds back. WTH. Proved me wrong all right. So what? I should brood my god or work for things? Is my motivation to be killed just like that? The moment I talked to my friends in co, I felt at home, although the topic is so not holy. My home is really my hiding place. Oh how I love to dwell in my house, not the house of God. I feel so restricted there, a problematic kid. Not worth the effort of my aunt to change me. This is my blog right? I am just sharing my feelings. It doesn't have to be right. I believe I know a lot of things and it destroys me. I don't have the mind to sit down and listen. 'I know myself too well' I sort of force myself to be what I am going to be after some 'trauma' happens. Sort of 'I will close up, I will shut down, I will blah blah...' I know too well, to actually ya right... whatever. I feel so liberated now as I am at home typing this.

Well deserved break?

What am I to do now? Multi-task? Chase after, cast out demons and change my God? Or do it one at a time? How do I go about it? This sounds like a project which I have to submit soon. Advice? Ok this sounds like writing in to the teenage magazine to find solutions to some growing up problems. By the way, I don't like taking responsibilities. This IS a growing up problem right? Hope it is common enough. I don't want to be alone lol.

I cheered with joy @ | 11:20 PM