Name: Lovey Ng Shu Qi Birthday: 2/5/89 Occupation: student of Temasek Polytechnic Loves: God, school, Church, you, me, family, chocolates, chocolate milk, chrysanthemum tea, cheese, erhu, guitar, piano, drums, rain, sunshine,
solar energy, Miss Mazlina, Ms Mawar, Mr Ang, Mdm Yew, Mrs Hong, Mr Eddie Tan, Miss Woon, recycling, eating, sleeping, mushrooms, watermelon, jackfruit,
durian, long beans, eggs, french toast, songs, movies, reading comics, epps, 1A, 4B, 6K, tms, 2/7, 3/6 / 4 Unity, singing, pizza, tpjc, 06S19, tp, 1H01,
2H04, 2H07, 3H01...
JOB, DANIEL, RUTH SARAH - MOTHER OF ALL NATIONS baby ming hui haha
blog created on 27 March 2005 Easter Sunday
*.* Prayers *.*
To put God first in everything To get Gold for 2005 20/4 CO SYF To love God and all his creation To study hard
To have perfect eyesight Not to be sadistic To be empathetic instead of sympathetic To learn from other's experiences
For my parents and grandmother to be God's followers Courage To take the initiative
Went lighthouse in tampines this afternoon for youth service. Didn't feel pressurized in things like having to wear very glamorous to church like chc. Feel quite welcomed. That place is small and everyone is like part of a family. I can say that I feel quite welcomed there. If I had a friend of about the same age in the church in yishun, I guess I will feel as welcomed there too. It's just that I don't have a friend there and it is very far that put me off there. One can also say that my love for God is not strong enough. Oh well. I seem to repeat the mistakes I made even though I know that I should not make them ever again like a dog returning to its vomit. The person who said the sermon today was not very professional but I can still understand the message he was trying to put across. He is also very friendly. Being the person that I am, I almost got lost on the way to the bus stop at tp.
I get angry easily nowadays. I just feel so pissed and am on the verge of exploding into a million pieces. If crying everyday will cleanse me of my filth and stop me from continue sinning, I will do that. I want to be blameless and innocent like a new born baby. I want to stop thinking too much which disrupted my sleep for the last few weeks. I want to be clean and holy. I want my name to be on the book of life and never again will I do anything to risk my name being erased on the book of life. I want to live my life for God and God alone.
I want to cry
I cheered with joy @ | 11:14 PM
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
*.* temasek poly *.*
Nice teachers, clean canteen, cheap food, not very nice food, nice friends, air conditioned classrooms, clean toilets, big toilets, group work, textbooks, english lessons, homework, tall library, huge compound.
I cheered with joy @ | 8:46 PM
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
*.* tms *.*
Went back alone to tms to collect my o'level certificate. Waited literally 45 minutes in the canteen for mabel to be released. First person I saw whom I know is yiwei! Haha. She knew I was going there because mabel told her. They so close. *jealous* Then, I saw mabel, huiwen, huimin, isabell, meryl, xinyi, cadence, yunyi, peizhi, patrick, jina, hongkun, sheramine, cherylann, johan and other juniors whose names I don't know. If I miss out anyone, sorry. =p Love my friends and juniors! Ate lunch (kfc) with mabel, huiwen cherylann and her friend. Went back first with mabel and huiwen. Oh well, the certificate is green!
Wondered why everyone talked of how they missed the past in their blogs. I thought I am not that emotional than them. However, always after looking at other people's pictures in friendster, I will envy them. "They have so many good friends." That's what I always think. Really, the period of time in secondary school is the best time to make friends. That's the period when you start to grow up, to mature and the friends who bring you through this period of time will be remembered forever. They will be the best friends in your entire lifetime. At least, that's what I think now. Your friends know your bad and good points, and were able to put up with you even though you always scold them for no reason. They bring you through thick and thin, and always support your decisions. Of course if your decision is obviously wrong, they will stop you at all cost. Now I declare that I miss them, especially tracy who was in the same class as me for the past 4 years. I caused her much grieve but she brought me much joy. Ha! I really exploited her alot but she can never be squeezed dry.
ok I am out of emotions
I cheered with joy @ | 9:12 PM
Sunday, April 23, 2006
*.* the wild *.*
Watched with lizhen and mabel yesterday. A lame movie which can be missed. If you don't laugh at lame jokes, I suggest you don't watch it. Little kids should not watch too! The way they draw the cartoon is a bit frightening. However, if you are like me, who laugh at every little thing, then you may watch. lol.
Heng ar. The d is in design school. I hope I will not see him again.
Did not go church again. It is just me. How to solve this problem?
forgive and forget
I cheered with joy @ | 3:08 PM
Saturday, April 22, 2006
*.* 2nd day *.*
of orientation (yesterday). Was introduced to the curriculum, course manager and care person. My care person is the course manager and the class shared her with the culinary diploma class 1J01. Got our handbook and time table. After that, we went to the sports stadium for the inter school competition. The stadium is better than the national stadium in one sense that they have shelter at the seats there! Therefore, none of us got sunburned/wet (raining). However, the place was quite small for us to sit in so we had to squeeze. We also had to eat our lunch there lar. The meat was stuck in my teeth but I couldn't do much about it because if I was to go to the toilet, it would be difficult for me to get back to my seat. Therefore, I tried to use my finger to get it out my teeth and I succeeded but there was still much more stuck in my teeth. I just had to bear with it until I reached home. There was one game in which business school did very well. The big ball game. The people had to prevent the ball from dropping into their territory. It was so exciting. I was screaming all the way. After the games, all of the freshies made our way to the bedok reservoir. On the way there, it rained. We had to squeeze again and this time we had to sit on the grass. They had shelters with fans but I guess it didn't work very much. I didn't scream because of the insects that could be found in the grass but some of the girls did. Thank God that either the big insects did not attack me, or I didn't see them at all. The business school did well for the canoeing games too and we got the overall champion like the previous year! Yeah! Business has won the war! I felt dirty and smelly after the whole day. Went back with yockshan and I farted all the way home on the bus. LOL. Don't know if any one suspected me. Haha.
all of us got a new shirt from our respective schools =D
I cheered with joy @ | 11:47 AM
Thursday, April 20, 2006
*.* 1H01 *.*
This is my class in temasek poly! Woo!
Orientation (1st day): introduction to school + school song cheer sign language song class get together eat lunch mass dance cheer tug of war inter diploma competition-cheer
Got my class' handphone numbers except those who didn't come. Exactly 2 of them didn't come. It was a fun and tiring day today. Glad that I didn't choose jc =). Made some new friends like adeline and weilian. LOL. Not jue dui superstar ar, she is a girl. She stays just next block to me! Such a coincidence. When the teachers won the students in the tug of war, the director of business school said something very funny to us. He said that strategy is needed to win. (this is not the funny part) The funny part is that he said the freshies stay at the same age group that is about 18 years old, but the teaches grow older each year and they don't know how long they can continue winning the freshies. =D Saw some tms people there. Shiyun, jeremiah, karen, yilin, mingkee and darren.
tomorrow will be a better day
I cheered with joy @ | 9:55 PM
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
*.* jj *.*
I think jj looks like rain when he smiles. Just to let you peeps know that I spent hours to just put that mtv up and I still can't get it right (not to play when the page loads). I am spending too much time on the computer. I hope you peeps will find the mtv enjoyable. That is my reward for spending time to put it on the blog. (Actually I am bo liao enough to put this mtv on because I took it from jj's blog. Nevertheless, hope you peeps find it helpful if jj's blog load too slowly.) =)
I cheered with joy @ | 7:26 PM
*.* weird *.*
I am a grouchy old women right now. Don't bother me. (all because of a bird which flew into the house) Tomorrow is the orientation already. Time really flies. I just remembered that I have to make my ez-link card. Now I have to wait till the week after my birthday before I can get it.
Just found out that jj lin's blog is http://www.wretch.cc/blog/jjboy and that his birthday is on 27 March 1981. His birthday was printed on the lyrics of his first album but I didn't take notice lol. He is 8 years older than us (muahaha), which means that he is...25 years old! Quite old ya? I don't know if this is considered stealing but if it is, then hope that I won't get caught. Let me present the mtv on ai qing yogurt!
Before I forget, I am feeling abit weird these few days. Actions, words that seem/are so loving and innocent made me feel funny = having goosebumps all over my body. Furthermore, I seem to have the urge to say the word scary. Eg. this is scary. Then, they seem to all come true, in the sense that I feel that they all are scary. Something is so wrong with me. Argh. God please heal me.
Lastly, I want to thank God for helping me find a shorts for my sports attire. =D
God is good, all the time
I cheered with joy @ | 4:42 PM
Monday, April 17, 2006
*.* sunday christians *.*
I am definitely not one. One reason being I don't go to church every sunday. You can say that I don't like going to church, but after I am touched in church, I will start liking to go to church. However, that feeling is usually not strong enough to bring me to church the following week. I am still a christian because I believe in God as the creator of everything, read the bible and pray everyday. I don't want to believe that being in my current state is better than being a sunday christian. I believe that going to church is essential in being a christian because that is a place where many people gather to worship and praise God. That is also a place to listen to testimonies and to learn new things. It is a place that we are strengthen in God. For
Ecclesiastes 4:9-10 Two are better than one, because they have a good return for their work: If one falls down, his friend can help him up. But pity the man who falls and has no one to help him up!
Now, I realised that I really have to learn from others' "mistakes". Tracy had 2 invitaions from boys to church, but she did not accept. I was thinking, if anyone invites me to church, I will definitely accept. However, when someone actually invited me, I suddenly felt terrified. I just couldn't bring myself to accept. I think I should either push myself to church or just let nature takes it's course. I will be careful to wish for anything now. However, let not my will but YOURS be done.
I should stop being lazy
I cheered with joy @ | 2:44 PM
Sunday, April 16, 2006
*.* Easter Sunday *.*
I just realised something. Jesus rose on the 3rd day, not after 3 days. Therefore, He rose on sunday. =)
"One thing I ask of you LORD, that I may dwell in your house forever."
I went City Harvest Church (CHC) today, of course with my brother and his friends. If anyone is in this church and wants to invite me there, or other churches, I welcome you to do so. Ok, to tell you the truth, please bring me. I don't want to go to a church and sit alone. I feel that it is a very sad thing to do. I need the support of family and friends and the desire to go to church comes from God. I do love God, but I guess my love for Him is still not strong enough. Watched a play in church today. It is amazing and does not lose to the play that I watched years ago in a church in tampines. Told a lie. Felt really convicted. Touched by God. Finally cried after a long time. I think no matter how many times I have watched and will watch the play about Jesus who died and rose again, it will never fail to touch my heart and bring me closer to Him.
Isaiah 53:3,4,5 He was despised and rejected by men, a man of sorrows, and familiar with suffering. Like one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not. Surely he took up our infirmities and carried our sorrows, yet we considered him stricken by God, smitten by him, and and afflicted. But he was pierced for our transgressions, he was crushed for our iniquities; the punishment that brought us peace was upon him, and by his wounds we are healed.
tracy got 2 invitations to church and I got none :'(
I cheered with joy @ | 10:03 PM
Saturday, April 15, 2006
*.* Good Friday *.*
It was yesterday. I went to play pool at parkway with tracy and lizhen. Tracy was first to reach, me 2nd and I am about 10 minutes early. Amazing huh. Those of you who were at home yesterday and watched the news should know that it was flooding in bedok north. Well, one of the bus stops at tanah merah mrt station there was also flooding, also not as serious. The water level rose from the soles of shoes to my knee length. Tracy and I started standing on a stone seat at the bus stop after tracy had a close encounter with a cockroach. It clinged onto her leg for goodness sake. It was a terrible experience for her and it also made me paranoid. I was shouting hysterically for crying out loud! The current was also so strong that it made the dustbin flow from the right to the left. Another dustbin literally overturned. I guess the cockroach was from one of the dustbins. Tracy have the picture of the dustbins in the flood. We finally gave up waiting for lizhen because of the cockroach and the smoke from the people beside us smoking, and of course because of the rising water level. Sadly for lizhen, she had to waste money to take a mrt to bedok and take the bus there alone. Sorry. Thank God. He knows I am afraid of insects, so he did not allow the cockroach near me and asked a kind girl in the bus to warn me of the spider on me and helped flick it off. Tracy and I bought ice cream and I think it was because of the ice cream that made my stomach ache so I lao sai. The weather was cold and I still ate ice cream. -_- I brought it on myself.
I have learnt to appreciate/thank God for many things but not food :'(
I cheered with joy @ | 2:15 PM
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
*.* death is the easy way out *.*
I don't think so. Ok, it is true to say that the living has to do all the dirty work, however, dying is not as simple as most of us think. First thing, as a christian, I believe that you are not suppose to commit suicide. This should be true. Furthermore, before one decides to die, one must make sure that he/she can go to heaven. This can be made sure by believing in the one and only God and becoming his follower. Next, you must follow God with all your heart and obey his commandments. Then can one be sure that one's name is in the book of life. If one's name is not in the book of life when he/she dies, it means one must go to hell, which is a place that is more horrible than the world here. One will be burned in eternal fire and have eternal death, while the followers of God will have eternal life in heaven. Therefore, one living on earth might be better off than the one who dies.
This topic is taken from a tv drama series that I have watched. Nothing else to type about my life because I am at home all day, therefore typing this instead.
I cheered with joy @ | 4:22 PM
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
*.* growing up *.*
I guess part of growing up is getting dirty, smelly and perspiring easily. Growing up is a tedious process. First, puberty and one starts eating alot. Second, you suddenly get body odour and starts being more or I should say overly self conscious. Then one decides to bathe after waking up and/or before going out. Then you start noticing all your faults, thinking others don't have all these faults and get all upset. The truth is, everyone has these problems and they are acting like they don't have and are very happy. One does not notice their problems because they don't smell that bad as they think and they are always happy. See, one does not need to worry at all unless one realised that one's friends are running away from him/her or one's friends tell him/her that they have body odour etc.
Moral: Why worry?
I cheered with joy @ | 3:42 PM
Monday, April 10, 2006
*.* blogthings *.*
People Envy Your Compassion
You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them.
You have an average luck quotient. There's been times when you've been extremely lucky... but also times when you've been very unlucky. You probably know that you can make your own luck in life, if you're open to it. So listen to your intuition as much as you can. It's right more often than you might expect.
Haven't been to church for a long time. Someone please bring me to church and make me go to church every week. Bring me to God and not allow me to rot at home. I always feel very bad for not even making the initiative to wake up on time to go to church. HELP! Listening to Don Moen's song now. I have started to like his songs since I heard it long time ago. Now listening my sister's cd make me like christian songs again. =D
Thank God
I cheered with joy @ | 4:26 PM
Thursday, April 06, 2006
*.* from lizhen *.*
You are Milk Chocolate
A total dreamer, you spend most of your time with your head in the clouds. You often think of the future, and you are always working toward your ideal life. Also nostelgic, you rarely forget a meaningful moment... even those from long ago.
You are a very happy person. Generally, you feel content and that all is right with the world. Occasionally, you have a down day - but you have the ability to pick yourself right back up.
sun*Went sweeping graves. RAINED. My eyes was so painful because of all the smoke that got into my eyes. Basically, I did nothing except taking the incense to 'pray' to my granddad ( father's father) and my aunty's husband. I was only acting because I did not know the reason for doing that and I am not a buddhist. I am forced. lol. Waited for the incense to burn finish before bringing things to burn and packing the place up. Divided the food offered to the dead. I ate it and I already asked God for forgiveness. The duck egg is nice to eat. Oh ya. I realised that Raffles institution is right in front of the temple that contains the ashes of the dead.
mon*Went to tpjc to crash. Planed everything for example hide in the toilet during flag raising. Reached late so this plan is actually not needed. Went there with jinbo. Saw zhiheng walking in front of us towards the gate. Met up with lizhen and tracy to go to lt4 to chem lecture. Almost kena caught for 'not writing down notes'. Slacked with lizhen while she did homework. Met tracy again after her pe and went with her to the auditorium for maths lecture while lizhen went for her lessons. Saw yiwei and set with my 'old' class. Played a game on jonathan's graphic calculator. -_-" Almost asked to answer questions because I was so talkative. Had a break for lunch but I only drank ice milo. Went for chinese because it is held in the auditorium. 1 drama club person came to me and asked me if I want to stay in drama. 'NO ONE' knows that I am NOT in that school anymore. DOTS. I don't know why. After that, I went kfc with tracy to eat lunch. =3 Met mabel and huiwen there. =) RAINED. Tracy and I went walking around and we played a new xbox and found the comic that tracy was saying how good the story and animation is. Went home soon after that. A beetle found it's way to my house at night when I was using the computer and it flew towards me. My natural reaction is to scream and run away and my dad scolded me for screaming and demanded me to off the computer. I didn't dare to go in, so I just stood at the entrance of the study room for a long time before I heard the beetle's sound when in flight, screamed and ran away again. Got scolded again and so decided not to go in again and asked my mom to off the computer for me. My sis found the beetle in her room and caught it. So brave right? It will be a big accomplishment if I can do that.
today*Went out with yockshan for a checkup, ate lunch at macdonalds and went to tp to pass the medical report up. On the way, one aunty want to check if we got tap our cards. I passed her the thing that contained my card and she was not satisfied. She want to see my card. Let her see then she asked so many questions because my card was student fare and I told her I went to jc for 1st 2 months. Others will just check if I got tap my card lor. Who cares more if the card is mine and tapped? EXTRA. Asked how to pass up the medical report, took a number, passed it up, looked for toilets, asked, went, yockshan found a spider in the toilet, went to the bus stop, RAINED, went to tampines mall and century square to walk, called yiwei to join us but she didn't, went to white sands, saw yockshan's mother's back view and walked home.
thanks God for the so far quite smooth sailing =D
I cheered with joy @ | 9:16 PM
Saturday, April 01, 2006
*.* april fool *.*
First of all HAPPY APRIL FOOL DAY!!! Hello, today is 1st April.
My brother just created a blog. Really it is true and it is not yet completed, well at least for the links. Yesterday I watched a movie with lizhen called failure to launch. It is recommended for dirty people. It is PG so non dirty peeps can also watch. A comedy with some naked content. Tracy was sick and did not go to school so she did not go with us. I also went back to tms, signed in the school, took the yearbook, accidentally bought a yogurt, saw adriano, saw liling, checked out the notice board for co, saw yiwei and her mjc friend at century square, saw aiysha with hadi, before the movie changed into tpjc school uniform lizhen gave me-quite tight, and finally, took neoprints after the movie. Oh and looking at lizhen eat her dinner at the food court at tm. Decided to go tpjc crash on monday. I am very scared that I will get caught so tpjc friends please protect me ya? Silence means consent. Thanks peeps, you are great! =)
my sis linked me and i don't know her blog's url -_-"
