*.* back to the original point? *.*
Grow up girl. Work! Earn money, to help lessen the burden in the house. I have known for a few years that things can never stay the way they were, however, I never expected things to happen this way. I have come to the point of life that putting make-up, wearing stockings and high heels are necessary. Working experiences are more than important. Expectations of me knowing everything about Singapore is beyond my imagination. Interviews are now a part of my life. It seems like only perfect people can survive in this crazy world. Not only these, I just knew that my mom had fits last night, or rather this early morning, twice. I wondered if it is because of the world Christian I wrote last night in the application form. Is it that the devil is torturing my mom because of my action? If it is, Lord, I pray that you will really protect my mom from all the evil spirits and save her from the cluches of death. I sincerly pray that my parents and my grandmother, will become your followers before they breathe their last. Am I going back to the point when I was little that I was so afraid of death slowly coming towards my mother? I don't want to be what I used to be. God has healed me and I am healed completely. Never am I going back to what I used to be. Lord, I pray that my mother will also be healed completely. I don't want to grow up so fast anymore. Neither do I want my parents to grow old so fast. I love my mother. I love my father. I love my sister. I love my brother. I love my grandmother. I don't want them any of them to go so fast. I need them. I must learn to be more responsible. I must get a job. I must do well in polytechnic. If I were to go university, I want to skip a year. I am not who I used to be. I will not be the person I am now in the future. I will be a better person. I will do my best. I will learn to manage my time. I will find a church where I belong. I will live the life that God has prepared for me. I will live a meaningful and fulfiling life. No one can stop me.
ppl please pray for my mother too. thanks and may God bless you all. I cheered with joy @ | 10:03 PM
*.* I am so happy =D *.*
First, I want to tell everyone out here that I think I saw sugi. You know the jue dui superstar competition? Ya, him. This person has red hair and is much slimmer than the past sugi. Saw him at bugis when I was walking around with adeline and weilian on thurs. Honestly, that was the only good thing that happened to me in bugis that day.
Next, saw lin jun jie today! I saw his purple shirt and his head. That's all I can see. I am still happy though. Went to do project with my beloved bcs group members and we (fiza, seowhui and me) walked around to find a plug and a place to sit down. Meet at tampines central macdonalds, walked to coffeebean, found plugs, no seats, went to starbucks, no plugs, walked back to coffeebean, moved 2 tables together, sat down, saw a table near a plug empty, ran in to
chop the place, sat down, bought pure chocolate, started on bcs project. The time, which is about 1 plus, we found out that lin jun jie was coming to tampines was when we walked from coffeebean to starbucks. I was so shocked. As it was raining in the morning, the floor for the place where junjie was going to have a mini concert and sign albums was quite wet. There was already people sitting there waiting for junjie to come at 4.30!!! We also saw junjie's fan club making things for him. The 2 guys came in later after we started on the project. We did the project until 7 plus. Junjie had already left by then. I watched a part of the concert thing and saw that there was a singing competition between fans of junjie. =)
Last but not least, I watched the high school musical today! It is a nice movie, real nice. Now, I finally understand the meaning of the songs inside. Although the storyline isit excellent, the singing parts were so damn nice. Love it, loads! People please watch the encore on disney channel, next sunday at 7.30 pm!
God is really great to me! =D
topped up black ink I cheered with joy @ | 10:45 PM
*.* lol *.*
| You Are 64% Gentleman |
You are definitely a gentleman. You're very considerate and you have excellent manners.
Occasionally, you slip and do something foolish... but usually no one notices! |
| You Are Navy Blue |
You're a true adventurer. You constantly find yourself drawn to new experiences, people, and places.
Sometimes you feel quite scattered and bored. If something exciting isn't going on, you feel a bit lost. |
| You Are Somewhat Machiavellian |
You're not going to mow over everyone to get ahead...
But you're also powerful enough to make things happen for yourself.
You understand how the world works, even when it's an ugly place.
You just don't get ugly yourself - unless you have to! |
I cheered with joy @ | 6:45 PM
*.* yay *.*
I have finally taken a photograph, not only me and my "good friend" but with the whole big group. Adeline hugged them all but I didn't even hug 1 lol. They are really good musicians. Thank you all for making singapore a happy place. =) May God bless you all!
lol. I somewhat think I heard them call my name then say bye to me haha. Surprised that they actually know how to pronounce my name. =)
I cheered with joy @ | 6:34 PM
*.* sian *.*
| You Communicate With Your Body |
This isn't as bad as it sounds, it just means that you're a "touchy-feely" person.
You need a lot of affection in your life. And for you, this means both giving and receiving little touches.
Warm hearted, you bond with people easily. In fact, you often feel a little sad when you're not in the company of others.
A little moody, you tend to be controlled by your emotions. But a bit hug always comforts you! |
half right half wrong
| You Are Dancer |
Carefree and fun, you always find reasons to do a happy dance.
Why You're Naughty: That dark stint you had as Santa's private dancer.
Why You're Nice: You're friendly. Very friendly. |
half right half wrong
| You Are a Christmas Sweater! |
Over the top, colorful, and totally flashy.
You're not afraid to be a little tacky. |
hah
| You are |
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lol the only question you have to answer for this quiz is what colour underwear you are wearing
| You Are Fish |
You have a well formed palate and a daring appetite. If it's served to you, you'll at least try it.
People are pretty scared of your exotic ways. But once they get a taste of you, they're addicted! |
haha
I cheered with joy @ | 11:41 AM
*.* airport *.*
Today will be the day to say bye bye to the artists. Will I cry or what will exactly happen? Stay tune to this blog tomorrow for more inside details. =p
I cheered with joy @ | 10:29 AM
*.* esplanade *.*
My 4th post in June. How busy I am! LOL.
I don't really like to talk much as everyone who knows me knows. Therefore, this esplanade experience proves difficult for me. The artists that adeline and me are helping out are quite friendly people. It is just that I don't like to talk so I feel quite awkward just to be around them. After accompanying them from the airport to the hotel and reached home on thurs night, I was wondering how to face them the next day when we are supposed to walk them from the hotel to the esplanade. If we were to walk with them, it is only polite to start a conversation to relieve the tension of the silence right? I was thinking and worrying about that on my bed. I think God knew my heart and helped me out of the situation. I was late yesterday! Guess what? Therefore, I was told to wait at the esplanade. However, I was feeling so bad that I didn't know how to face all of them again, this time including my ALO. I was figuring out with my brain what I should do such as apologizing to them. All different kinds of situations appeared in my head. God brought me out of all these by bringing adeline to me telling me that she only told our ALO that I was late and not the artists. God also gave me more time by giving us break for lunch before actually meeting the artists again. I am really thankful. I plucked up the courage to apologize to our ALO for my lateness. Althought she made fun of the whole thing, assuming she is still angry with me still made me feel better. The whole of yesterday was actually smooth especially for the performance. I really hope no one is still angry with me. I am so unsociable that even I myself don't like it. Today will be a better day.
this is the day that the Lord has made, I will rejoice and be glad in it I cheered with joy @ | 12:36 PM
*.* finally *.*
I have finished my dreamweaver webpage but I still have many others to do. Thanks adeline for doing a timetable up for us. I am really touched and grateful to you. Thanks tracy for helping me do my project. Thanks mabel for giving me a prezzie for my birthday. Time to work again. =)
I cheered with joy @ | 4:26 PM
*.* experiences *.*
Many a times, people learn how to appreciate things through negative experiences. Take me for example, I once knew someone younger than me who had 1 eye a degree of about 1000. I was like thinking, how sad. Her other eye was fine though. Then came a time where I got that problem, difference is mine is both eyes. So now, I learnt that good eyesight is a blessing. I was always thinking if all the bad things happened to me, how will I react? Will I feel sad? In the case of my mom being admitted into the hospital like what tracy's mom had experienced, I did feel sad and cry. I just have to do my best to empathize with people and not sympathize with them. This is another one of my goals. =)
Blogthings from lizhen.
| You Are Midnight |
You are more than a little eccentric, and you're apt to keep very unusual habits.
Whether you're a nightowl, living in a commune, or taking a vow of silence - you like to experiment with your lifestyle.
Expressing your individuality is important to you, and you often lie awake in bed thinking about the world and your place in it.
You enjoy staying home, but that doesn't mean you're a hermit. You also appreciate quality time with family and close friends. |
quite true I guess =)
| Your Candy Heart Says "My Way" |
You love to be in love, as long as it means being showered with attention.
And no need for you to give anything in return - being with you is gift enough.
Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a first class trip to Hawaii
Your flirting style: witty and showy
What turns you off: having to "chase" someone
Why you're hot: you're more confident (and arrogant) than a rock star! |
haha right?
| You Are 26% Vain |
Okay, so you're slightly vain from time to time, but you're not superficial at all.
You are realistic. You know that looks matter. You just try to make them matter less. |
lol
I cheered with joy @ | 9:19 PM
*.* many things to say *.*
Finally, I have finished all my mid-sem tests! Today is the last day and the most difficult paper everyone thinks (RHT). Because the paper ended at 10 am, and weilian and me just don't want to go home so early, we decided to watch CARS, the movie. We didn't even know if it aired already, but thank God it did. We went century cineplex to watch it. Imagine the 2 of us, in a dark and big cinema with just a few people around us. What were we doing? Haha. Don't think dirty hor. I confessed that I was a gay but not a lesbian k. I remembered being called a les by people and it doesn't sound nice. I almost cried. Don't ask why. The main thing is,
CARS is the nicest movie of the year! It is a must watch. It is even nicer than over the hedge. Please watch and you will understand why. "One man show" =D
Another thing. I recommend this taiwanese show,
lu guang sen lin. It is like cinderella fairytale, only adding another guy into the picture. I was thinking, who was or is or going to be my prince? I know I had one into the picture. Someone who is a guy who helped me out when I needed it most. Sec 3 camp. Classmate. Boonsin. LOL. A friend only when I needed it. Wah! I am so ungrateful. Anyway, he is not the one I am looking for. I have always dreamt of a prince coming into my life, when I know it is so impossible.
Now, it is time to stress for all the projects that I have to do. Oh ya before I forget, I saw yvonne yesterday at the bus stop! This is a first time I have seen her in school. So happy haha. However, she was sick. She almost lost her voice. Work too hard lar. Must ask her take care of herself. The exams were quite a breeze for me because God was with me. I know he helped me lots. Thanks God. Tracy, looking forward for you to come to my house! Remember to bring the dreamweaver cd hor. Haha. I so bad ask tracy help me do my project. Thanks ar tracy, love you lots! *muacks*
Psalm 16:1-2
Keep me safe, O God, for in you I take refuge. I said to the LORD, "You are my LORD; apart from you I have no good thing."
Psalm 17:8
Keep me as the apple of your eye; hide me in the shadow of your wings
Psalm 18:2
The LORD is my rock, my fortress and my deliverer; my God is my rock, in whom I take refuge. He is my shield and the horn of my salvation, my stronghold.
With power comes responsibility. Now that by God's will I am a leader, I have to do my best. I cheered with joy @ | 6:02 PM
