*.* The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian *.*
Yeah I finally watched that with lizhen today! I am glad I watched it and it is no joke to say that it is scary. It is so children please don't watch it. I totally love it. It makes me want to buy the book and read. Daniela like peter, but I like edmund more haha. I think edmund more handsome, maybe because for this movie, he became more mature. =D Lucy has grown to be so pretty.
I was really touched by the movie, showing that God wants us to look for Him and trust Him. Afterall, the battle is in His hands. We cannot defeat the enemy with our own hands. Plus about that tree vision. In the movie, the trees woke up and moved, saving narnia and narnians. When I told lizhen about that vision before the movie, I started to loose faith in that explaination. God was like speaking to me through that movie, telling me that it is the truth. There is such a thing as aeroponics too. A tree can survive and bring life to others without being rooted to the ground. Thank you God. Love you!
muacks I cheered with joy @ | 10:18 PM
*.* made for great things *.*
I really thank God that He has prepared so many good things for me to do. Once someone said:
You are an eagle living among chickens, therefore you do not know that you can fly.
From now on, I shall spread my wings and practise flying!
Last night on prayer meeting, we had to hold hands and pray and I was with aunty deborah and jie susan. Haha they saw nice visions for me but I am sad because I could not see anything YET. These are the visions:
Tree=life. I will float around and give many people life =)
I am the hole. God will cause His light to shine on me. When I forgot about this vision and asked jie susan to repeat to me, I had an impression that I am a mole living in the hole. I was blind and all and when the light shines on me, I feel that it is so bright that it hurts my eyes. I believe that I have to walk towards the light even though it hurts.
Really thank God for them. =D Love them so much haha. Oh ya jie susan bought the walk-the-tote bag from me le. Yay!!!
Another piece of good news. I am flying to suzhou for my osip tentatively on 8 sept!!! Tell me what you want me to buy for you there!
I cheered with joy @ | 10:36 AM
*.* zip *.*
Wahh!! I came home then I realised that I didn't zip up my pants for the entire day!!! This is the 2nd time this year that I forgot to zip after going to the toilet. So embarrassing.
I cheered with joy @ | 3:10 PM
*.* Japanese Day!! *.*
Ah ee brought the cousiz group out to eat again, without my bro and sis. We went and eat japanese sushi for dinner! Before that I went out to lunch with my aunt and uncle and ate chicken curry don in a food court. Haha that's why today is Japanese Day lol. After dinner, ah ee fetched me home cause she loves me. =) It is because I wanted to go home and not eat dinner with her and the gang because I don't want to go home alone. Then she promised to send me home and she did! Yay! =D
i cannot afford to be melancholic again. Bringing in 7 more demons which are stronger is too much for me I cheered with joy @ | 8:59 PM
*.* Jesus Bride 2 *.*
God is good. For the little time that I can commit to Jesus Bride 2, God opened up the way to do ministry for me. I am clean now. Yay! I think God is preparing me to go to suzhou for osip. 20 weeks is no joke, I can either die there or gain more strength. Recently, I was also delivered of the melancholic and arrogant spirit. =D
Philippians 3:16
Only let us live up to what we have already attained. I cheered with joy @ | 8:45 PM
*.* camp *.*
Did anyone realise I only talk about myself? Haha. Anyway, I am still going to talk about myself. Had co camp on mon and tues. Helped out in the nightwalk in which I was tasked to bang the door to scare people. I am glad I succeeded on most of the groups. =)
Dragonboated on the 2nd day. It was extreme fun and I believe all of us were drenched. I have exercised my arms muscles and am very glad because my napfa test is coming very soon. We learnt teamwork and had a nice tan. =D
friends - what are they I cheered with joy @ | 10:05 PM
*.* life *.*
Well, life is definitely not a game. It is also not a dream. Face it, this is reality and it is very serious. Our purpose is life is repeated and emphasised again and again. At the end of our lives, we have to report to God and then it will be decided whether it is eternal life or death for us. This is the end! Nothing else can change anything then.
Then again, what is our purpose in life? To build relationships - with God and your neighbour. Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength. Love your neighbour as yourself.
Life is a journey, never a destination. You can never be the best in your lifetime. It is a learning process, you are improving every moment if not deproving.
Bad news. I have to kill my Saul, which is my flesh, which is hard. I need to die. Kill me haha. Vision for me:
A house with a rainbow at the bottom, but there is no roof.
What it means:
No roof = no covering. Covering comes from submission to authority.
So...
I do not submit to authority.
I hope and pray that it is changed to "did" I cheered with joy @ | 9:55 PM
*.* challenge *.*
Hah! I took up and challenge and failed. Shit. Thought it was easy enough but NO! Humph. Cannot take it. Angry as I am, I shall explain.
This morning, I had a dream and woke up. As I didn't have to go to school, I went back to sleep again. I vaguely remembered that I had learnt a lesson in the dream, so I dreamt the same dream again as ask about the lesson. Then I had another dream showing that I was talking to this person that was damn irritating and I just showed my irritation. That person walked away in sadness knowing that I was extremely irritated with her. Then I talked to my aunt and she told me that what I did was wrong. I rebutted her saying that it is better to show my irritation than to 'fakely' love her as a friend. I was so proud of it. Then weird things happened in the dream and I woke up again. Guess what? I forgot the lesson haha.
I checked my handphone to see if there are any messages and yup, you have guessed it! The lesson learnt is the one I described above. Lets take a look at the sms:
What we say shows our real attitude towards others. How we talk reveals what we're really like. Our speech is a test of how wise we've become. To be wise in our speech we need to use self control. Our word should be honest and well chosen. The fear of the Lord is the beginning of wise knowledge fools despise.
I understood and want to be the wise one. So, I told God I take up the challenge. I was thinking what to type in here this morning saying that the challenge is just beginning. Guess what? I am irritated now although not by that same girl. I AM PISSED! TRULY AND SURELY! Well I dare say I failed the test, but I want to pass the next one, and any one coming my way! I just repented. I really pray for grace to walk me through so that I can pass my tests. Thank you Jesus.
the higher you are destined to be, the lower you will fall in the beginning I cheered with joy @ | 9:24 PM
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I am the hole. God will cause His light to shine on me. When I forgot about this vision and asked jie susan to repeat to me, I had an impression that I am a mole living in the hole. I was blind and all and when the light shines on me, I feel that it is so bright that it hurts my eyes. I believe that I have to walk towards the light even though it hurts.