Thursday, February 26, 2009
*.* sigh... *.*
Ok. Did I mention I complained to God a few days ago? Yup and when I was bathing today, I realised that even before I complained, it has already reached God's sharp ears. Well everyone knows that I need to step out of the cozy little house and reach out to others. I am doing my best and yes, I find it extremely difficult to do so. I mean even I don't always see my mother at home every day for more than a few hours, what about friends? Everyone has their own things to do and arranging a meet up is a tiring task, I would say.
Amazing thing that happened was that there are no lessons these 2 Saturdays. Whoho, when my friend can only meet me on Saturdays. Cool huh? Yup and I had a more positive dream where I could run faster and avoid disasters but my next challenge is helping and reaching out without being frustrated. Ming Hui jie jie also had a vision of me about reaching out too. Oh well...
Another thing I want to complain to God! Am I undergoing training for something that is worse to come? Which one is worse?
- Ants crawling on your body
- Lizard touching you
- Giant mosquito flying around your ears when you are sleeping
- Baby cockroach climbing on your face
- Beetle in your hair
- Beetle hiding underneath your shirt when you are wearing it
- Huge cockroach keep flying around
- Huge bee like wasp flying around
- Beetle flying around
- Flying ants flying around the light mating, lost their wings and suddenly dropped right in front of you
- Tiny flying ants suddenly drop and die right in front of you
Well I should not continue to bore you. The list could go on. These are what happened to me before by the way. The most recent is point number 6. Euuu. Disgusting freaks. No amount of screams can express my anger.
By the way, my handphone dropped on the floor and it is beyond repair. If the next handphone I can get is 20 months after the previous purchase, I still have to wait for 6 more months. ArghHallelujah. Praise the Lord! What can I say? The joy of the Lord is my strength.
I cheered with joy @ | 10:17 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
*.* Lord of the Rings - The Return of the King *.*
Ok, I know I am VERY late, but nevertheless, this is a very nice movie. At parts of the movie, I asked myself how is this possible? Such as why frodo cannot trust sam? Well, as I grow up, I find that increasingly impossible to trust. How many times have I made empty promises, gave people false hope and also get back stabbed?
Battle scenes...
FEAR
I realised, a good leader is not one who is fearful, but who because of the faith that is in them and the need to succeed, does an excellent job to encourage his/her people. No one has no fear, but everyone has to move on. What needs to be done, needs to be done. Be strong and courageous. Fight for it, even when hope is frail, there is still hope.
FIGHT. In the body of Christ, everyone plays a part. Whether you are the one who kills the opposing leader, normal soldiers, or even forging swords, giving birth lol. Well, someone has to take care of the next generation inheriting the land.
I cheered with joy @ | 12:31 AM
Wednesday, February 04, 2009
*.* happy incidents *.*
Is it I simplify things too much, others expect too little of me or just that I am different from other people?
1. The dentist that is attending to my braces is worried that I am unhappy and insecure about the change in dentist in charge. He complimented me on how well I had been doing being his patient and how well my teeth had changed for the better beyond expectations.
I was not angry nor worried. I had total confidence in the dentist and their professionalism.
2. I just prayed like any other person and my leader was really happy and complimented me.
Conclusion: weird I cheered with joy @ | 10:39 PM
